Melancholia

I am in the mood stated above. Listening to Sheryl Crow on Pandora isn't helping much.

Not really melancholy about anything in particular.

I've been blog-hopping across acquaintances' blogs. There's this girl whose blog I like stalking, er, reading, because, well, she expresses her thoughts well and her battles are mine too. Then I hopped to one of her friends' blogs and I found another really admirable woman to read!

I'm not lesbian, but times like these, I think I'd rather be! Haha! Here are two lovely, attractive, smart, single women and someone entirely like them (read: me) is totally relating to them. Makes me wonder if anyone actually stops by *my* blog because what I have to say (not necessarily who i am) is interesting.

Anyway, I'm off-course.

Why is it that I find more attractive women than attractive men? In terms of looks, in terms of personalities. Yet, I find it so difficult to relate to women I've just met. Being "one of the guys" is so natural to me, maybe part of me views the same sex as the opposite (and thus making them more attractive). I don't think I'm making sense at all.

And these women, they express their thoughts so eloquently. I feel like a rambling parrot.

*squawk*