The Season is Calling

This guy has been sending me messages on my mobile and I have been responding with one-liners or not responding at all. He's asked me out once and I said no, still he's been texting. Best buddy C tells me there really are people who can't take a hint.

I *do* feel lonely sometimes and I *do* want to have someone to call mine, but something is telling me my single season won't be over soon. And that's just fine by me. I was reading through an old journal and in it I had just broken up with someone. I wrote that I still have to find myself. Lo and behold, a couple of relationships and 3 years later, I am still trying to find me. I think I'm really trying harder now though.

So, to the guy who's been messaging me, sorry. I'm in a totally one-of-the-guys mood right now. There's this bunch of guys I like hanging out with, but it doesn't happen very often. The Messenger is friends with one of them. I just hope He doesn't show up when I'm hanging out with the boys because I think that'd make things awkward.

And then I made a movie date with best buddy C for the end of the week. That's cool because it'll just be 2 friends hanging out. What the Messenger was proposing sounded more like a date-date and I'm just trying to avoid that right now.

That and blind dates. Haha! I've only been on one so far and though it didn't suck in itself, the whole prospect of going out with someone you've never met for the sake of going out seems lame to me.

With that, let it be known that I am indefinitely "closed for maintenance." :)